Recently achieving my accomplishments doesn’t feel that good. The satisfaction of achieving something I wanted is not there
I think without realizing it, this affected me a lot in a negative way
The bottom line is I don’t work hard enough, I leave a lot on the table
I am very capable of doing enough to get the result but I will never see it all the way through or push myself in a way that makes me be better
I have to reshape my life’s worldview and restart